July 2009
I haven’t posted in a while, I will update tomorrow, but for now I have to sleep, I have to get up at 4:30 and drive to the Tampa airport. Fuck my life.
hmph. this is how I feel
the audio wouldn’t upload. -.-
Each New Day by: Rose Melberg
Truly, madly don’t you know
I hardly sleep anymore
Again it’s after four
I go slightly crazy nightly
Thinking of how to win your love
But the best I can do is dream of you
If only sleep would come
Then I could hold you near
Until you disappear in the morning light
At least you were mine for the night
...
One day you fall for this boy, and he touches you with his fingers, and he burns holes in your skin with his mouth, and hurts when you look at him, and it hurts when you don’t, and it feels like someone has cut you open with a jagged piece of glass.
-Tracey Berkowitz
I love this movie so much.
I’m so depressed right now.
ohay, feeling like this song -.-
currently feel like I’m going to throw up.
my guts and heart. -.-
Don’t fuck with my head like this, I don’t hook up.
getting used to my blackberry, working on getting apps now.
I’m liking it.
I’m just happy I’m not completely going out of my mind without you. I’m happy I don’t have to talk to you constantly. I’m strong. I’m just happy when I do get to talk to you, nothing matters more then.
OHAY THIS SONG IS ME ALL OVER
I feel like I’m missing or forgetting something very very important…
Oh yah… Talking to you before I go to sleep. :( where are you? I just need your company. I’ll miss your kisses
leaving the house around 10, and leaving on the charter bus at 11. be back wednesday at 3
I’ll have my laptop and internet. so no worries
goodnight
hmph I’m missing my kisses
I’d rather not be packing or cleaning today -.- oh well, I just want to go to Orlando nooooow.
I have to fucking like wipe all the cabinets down in the kitchen -.- not doing that till later tonight.
Listen
7-11
Today was of great proportions!
The slurpee quest was a great success!
Slurpees, Vegan cakes, bubbles, and kisses. I’m happy :]
Staying home tomorrow, cleaning, and pack for Orlando.
photos from today soon.
My heart just sinks when I think of his smiling or sleeping face
The perfect love song… or whatever you want...
hmph.
today was pretty shitty.
I just made a cute accessory for my car. And now it’s time for sleep.
I’ve had him in my head all day, and now’s time to rest. I just wish I could pick him up, and just cuddle and talk in bed for hours.
This is going to ruin me. :/
Ugh I still have horrible bug bites from the photo shoot the other night. -.-
Tomorrows 7-11, So I’m getting as...
The moon is calling me D: I’m so fucking lonely now :/ I need to sleep all this pain away. Hmph haven’t felt like this in a long time. It’s good and bad :( idk asdfghjkl I just need his kisses.
nostalgia's kicking in
I want to just get out of the house, and drive around, listening to music. Pick him up, and just roam. We don’t even have to talk, I just want his company, and his warm hand on me, just so I know he’s there. and when we stop at I light, we’ll look at each other, smile and kiss.
Today was so nice.
Secluded beaches rule, no matter how much sand or shells I bring home on me.
It's not vanity,
it’s purely the opposite.
It’s the way I hold myself, because I’m confident and possitve.
Yet I haven’t had a guy since november, and I let him go.
I know I could easily get him back… but he’s just not right for me :/
for once
my hair looks good.
once I step outside, it will be ruined though
BUT I’m finally doing my hair tonight, bleaching my regrowth and putting my orange in :D
then I’m defiantly doing a bad ass photo shoot.
going to Crowders to exchange my bracelet and get a charm, then going to st pete with my sister to the Hooker tea company in St. Pete :]
Just waiting for her to finish her damn...
